and also

i'm not okay

shoulda

and your head’s in the ocean
too deep to know where you’re going
hoping time can be frozen
and you’ll end up where you really belong

but the days keep on rolling
we live in different moments
and our hurt is unfolding
everyday that we do and we don’t

still i walked when i shoulda run
and i ran when i shoulda walked
and don’t i know it
and don’t i know it

lol me

i want to die when i'm happiest. at this moment, i don't think that'll ever change.

this layout is noisy as fuck, but i don't know how to fix it any more. it's not like i frequent this place anyway.